Yesterday was one of those few days when I wanted to do something unusual but ended up doing nothing. I was overworking for a long time. in fact mentally overworking too . It took a toll and I fell ill. Almost for 48 hours I was unwell. But yesterday when I got up in the morning I just wanted to go some where...need not be a proper place of outing..just out in the nature. Since Saturday this strange feeling developed in me.Sunday morning was just like any other monsoon morning, Clouded sky...heavy shower at regular intervals. My body was weak but my mind was dancing in the tune of the rain.I was missing those persons who matter a lot in my life. I remembered that they were busy and it wouldn't be proper to disturb the busy ness. I was feeling more bad than feeling sad.But I let my mind do it all for me. Going out...Dancing in the rain....Singing my favourite song...no fixed destination....No fixed time to come back........

At the end of the day, I was so happy. Though I missed so many things I made up for the loss by being happy.

Friends you can also try this by letting your mind roam in the wilderness every time you want to ...........Nature is not harsh as Man and She rarely makes you feel bad unlike human beings.

I am in a strange mood today. I can't describe it. Neither am I happy nor am I sad. Does this happen to you also? Past few days had been really hectic. I have been missing home, parents, friends- every body.And surprisingly I am in constant touch with all of them over the phone. Then why is it so?

There has been a death in my neighbourhood yesterday. An elderly spinster whom I called aunty passed away in just half an hours time. A little while ago she was there. On my way back from work, I met her. She  was absolutely fit and fine . She had her dinner, had a chest pain and in a few minutes  was gone. Gone for ever....What do you call this ? death or truth?  

A have been able to convince a friend and his long time girl friend to settle down in life. My friend was so much in love, so was his girl friend .But he was very confused with his feelings. Never have I seen such a confused character!Oh no ! I have seen two more guys ,equally confused (but let's not talk about them now.). My  friend could think of every stupid reason under the sun to avoid the marriage. But it was just three questions that saved their relation. They will be tying the knot very shortly.I am very happy for them.May God bless them. how would you describe this ? Is it love? Is it life? Or is it  truth?

In lifeline I need not write following any direction from any body except my mind, so in a way it is safe and in another way it is risky too. But no risk no gain. Right? Actually when we have more freedom ,we need to be more careful. That is what I feel. Because freedom is difficult to handle. Freedom teaches us to care for our selves as well as those who are around us. Freedom is bold and beautiful. It should be handled not just with  with care but  with confidence too.In the process of following our heads as rational people let's also not forget following our hearts as true human beings.For freedom is not just reasoning, freedom is believing too .Netaji Subhas Chandra Bose , Swami Vivekananda, Mother Teresa, Rabindranath Tagore<Mahatma Gandhi - all believed in themselves and hence confidently guided humanity towards liberty or freedom.It was their supreme confidence that made them extra ordinary in everything they did.The moment we are unafraid, the moment we believe in ourselves, we are liberated and ready for greater action.

Netaji Subhas Chandra said" jodi tor dak shune keu na aashe tabe ekla cholo re..."( if no one is ready to accompany you , get ready to start your journey alone) You just need to have the urge, the road towards liberty will be made automatically. Tagore also believed in the supreme power of fearfulness that gives way to freedom."chitto jetha bhoi shunnya, uccha jetha shir"(where the mind is without fear, the head held high...")

will talk some other time................